sTuPiD eMoTiOnS

2007-05-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

Came back after going out with vel to get the linkin park's latest album.It look so cool.We took neoprints even though i was suppose to get home early but luckily there was no traffic jam so i came back in time.Vel look so emo now after she cut her hair.haha.XD!!
my results arent great at all but whatever try harder the next time.
oh god i am going taiwan soon. I hope it is going to be fun.Shan't keep my hopes to high just in case i can dissappointed.
I think ashlee simpson and peter(bassist from fall out boy) look so cute together.I was looking through the net trying to found out if she was coming out with her third album and i am so glad she is. She said that its gonna be soulful so its not gonna be partish kind of music like hilary's kind.maybe that joel madden influence her..oh watever they are over.

2007-05-10T03:21:00.000-07:00

exam is like sort of over now.so happy!!!
went out with vel to orchard to get a mother's day gift.bought her a mango purse cus t-shirt very hard to buy and it cost 25 bucks man.so expensive but its like once in a year so never mind.
we went to watch 200 pounds beauty.oh my gawd!!!i love it man. its like so nice.
and the song ave marie was rather catchy.vel was singing it all the way home.
went heeren and intro some korean singers but she chose the BoA in the end...
you know that hmv features movies then we were curious what the title the movie was.it was nada sou sou.it looks so nice.it was the show adeline ask me to watch before.took some pictures...

2007-04-14T20:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday started well.i went to my tuition early and stuff but things started to go bad when i went for my another tuition.i almost lost my handfone and i cried like damm hard.my parents accused HER of stealing but i trust her.i know she will not betray my trust and steal but the many coincidence makes it seem like she stole it.but she was guilty that she return it??i dunt want to judge her without confirming anything.even though my mum ask me not to be in contact with her but my father ask me to promise him i will remain friends with her.i treated her as someone i could trust so what now...

2007-04-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

today school was not fun.seriously.i dunno if its them or just me.i hate them and ky was like saying they are all jerks but watever.everything became fine when i came home.
i really really wanna go taiwan.i know even though its a school cultural trip...i still wanna go.i still have to wait for my father's approval first.i cant wait.i mean i seriously want to go there because i want to see how people there study and stuff i wonder if its gonna be fun.and and the shopping there. oh god i think it is going to be heaven there.haha:D pray hard my father will let me go and i will have to find a sleeping partner.hehe.
monday is my syf...i dunno why i am feeling so damm excited but am afraid i will breakdown or be very sad if i dont get gold.i mean seriously the wad the instructor said brought my hopes down...arrgh.

2007-04-03T03:30:00.000-07:00

oh shit.there is 3 test tmr and now is already 6:30.i am so dead.cus i was watching the magicians of love.heheh.makes me feel so nice.love the show even though it was like so long ago.i still like it alot.
oh yar!guess wad?!?my indo friend went back to her country and attented a fahrenheit concert. they were playing a game you know the hai dai hai dai that one.she won and she got to hug all 4 of them.omg i am so damm jealous.wu zun is like so much taller than me and she say he is so nice to hug..god.so unfair i wanna get hug by him!!! <333.

2007-03-30T03:56:00.000-07:00

back from camp FINALLY.
its not that i hate camp alot but i dunt like my instructor. of cus there are parts of camp that i oh so interesting.i like the campfire though cus most people were high and and the part when the instructors say somehing like there speech..erm.then vel's instructor cried. i mean guys arent suppose to cry but he did so tt was really touching isnt it?oh,there was this malay guy i sat next to from my group and he practically shouted in my ear whatever cheer we were suppose to shout.then when his friend knew that i was from 2/1, he commented saying why i study so hard to get into express should slack and stuff.i was like omg?
ryzal was named best male camper and i agreed totally.cus when he danced the campfire he did a great job.He was damm enthu:)haha.
i hated the sleeping part.They were all toking abt wad ghost and then the guys in hut 8 were doing cheer at 4.30??? what they said was really funny but they got scolded though..

2007-03-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

okay.so you see..i havent posted anything after my birthday.
maybe i shall post some pictures from my b'dae party next time or not.
sry vel fer not sending the pics to you yet.
today went out to ps to watch stomp the yard which is so wonderfully nice with clarissa and ai jia.We thought that the people and everything were so cool except maybe the killing part?The guys are hot u see esp. the leaders of the two hip hop group from the truth university.i had trouble identifying the people at first but i did in the end.Oh guess wad.Clarissa wants me to tell everyone that:CLARISSA IS MRS WHITE.um..as you see she likes the leader of the python very much...He is actually quite hot you see.Always like a supporting actor not the main one cus the main is always the one getting more likes and popularity u see.and the girl name april?she is damm hot.i would love to dance hip hop.so cool.
Went to meet my mum after that and i saw hilda.surprisingly:)

The Key To My Heart

2007-03-06T02:42:00.001-08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-03-02T03:58:00.000-08:00

had cross country today.it sucks.dunt want to tok abt it.went out after that wif kar yee and lucinda.followed lucinda to cut her hair.went orchard again saw nice notebooks at this shop in far east i am so determine to buy one the next time i am in need of it.saw this really awesome purse at heeren gonna get it with my birthday money from my parents.having my theory exam in abt a week time i am so nervous.esp after the exam when i would wonder if i can pass anot.the next day would be my birthday.cant wait cos i am gonna have a barbeque party:)

2007-02-04T02:07:00.000-08:00

was sick fer the last two days(thurs and fri)
had a fever.it sucks being sick even though most of the time i wished i was sick so i do not need to go to school.then when i am sick it just feel so weird not going to school.
i am still cant get over hte fact that i didnt see fei lun hai but thanks to winnie and zhi hui i got videos of them so actually quite okay lar.

2007-01-27T06:37:00.000-08:00

today was such a crappy day fer me.i was supposed to go out so just anyhow match my clothes until i went out then i notice i was such a disaster.my hair was in a mess. bought grase's b'dae present but not sure if she will like it.actually i dont really buying gifts fer people cus i always wonder if they will like it anot.sometimes u give them something they dunt like and like they force a smile like o oh.she doesnt like it.it will be so embarassing.
reading gossip girl and another book i borrowed from the sch library.both are great books.keeps me away from sch works and the neverending tests.even though gossip girl is a tad disgusting and my mother would never lemme read those books.gonna ask my friend to lend me more.

2007-01-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

at last..i updapt my blog.and a new skin.
had dance practice which was so tirring i could fall dead on the fall.my feet still hurts u noe.
i havent exactly use enough of the com cus everyday there is so much homework to do.
so u see,today was the first time the sec.1s report to dance.haha.and there was a guy which is so um....amazing.he has an interest.
i think i just had a bad day??lost my wallet but a kind soul found it.haha.wonder who found it.the person is still nameless....

2007-01-04T02:30:00.000-08:00

life hasnt been the same since holiday ended and school term started.
i dunno wad got into me recently.kinda feeling down and worried over mostly nothing.
maybe i could try harder again and go stc??and not get involved in watever syf then everthing could be good i suppose:(
woah.i hope things will get much better.

2006-12-21T20:09:00.000-08:00

havent been feeling happy recently cus of my elder sister.she should be thankful that god gave her such a forgiving sister even though she is really nasty.she and her group of friends.Her words are hurtful but who cares.she is getting very naggy indeed.extremely.i rather she not tok to me at all.
school term is coming once again.i am so not prepared for school.

2006-12-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

yesterday had tuition.help my mum do errands then went shopping at mango but bought only a three quarter jeans.i got my eyes on this strip green and grey tshirt but no extra cash.
today went back to school to refresh our mind.we forgot parts of the dance moves and we are so dead.
=D

2006-11-20T20:27:00.000-08:00

THE CANS.
CAN YOU BLOW A BUBBLE: yeah.
CAN YOU DANCE: erm.duh.my cca enables me to do so.
CAN YOU DO A CARTWHEEL: apparently no.
CAN YOU TIE A CHERRY STEM WITH YOUR TONGUE:erm.not sure but i think i cant do it:(
CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR TOE: of cus.
CAN YOU WHISTLE: haha.
CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS:i cant.=p
CAN YOU WIGGLE YOU NOSE:i cant.
THE DIDS
DID YOU EVER RUN AWAY FROM HOME:no.i have no place to stay.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A DOCTOR:no. but my sister wants...
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A FIRE FIGHTER: no.i dunt wan to get hurt.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A POLICE OFFICER:no.i dun wan to die..
THE DOS.
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM:yes.
DO YOU LIKE ROLLER COASTER:yeah.the thrill.whoo hoo!
DO YOU OWN A BIKE:yeah but the sad thing is i dunno how to ride..so embarassing.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ABLE TO HANDLE THE STUFF THEY EAT ON THOSE REALITY SHOWS:depends on what show.
THE DOES.
DOES HAIR LOSS RUN IN YOUR FAMILY AT ALL:erm.i doubt so but there are hair loss here and there.
DOES YOUR CAR GET GOOD GAS MILEAGE:i wish i own a car..
DOES YOUR FAMILY HAVE FAMILY PICNICS:not now..but used to.
THE HAVES
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE:yeah i love the sky.
HAVE YOU EVER ASK SOMEONE OUT:yeah.my friends?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ASKED OUT BY SOMEONE: yes.my friends.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE OCEAN:yeah.i love looking at it.
HAVE YOU EVER GONE FISHING:no.i dun think i have the patience.
HAVE YOU EVER PAINTED YOUR NAILS:yeah.i love doing that.
THE HOWS.
HOW DID YOU KNOW ABOUT FRIENDSTER:when i was peeking at my sister's history.years ago.haha.
HOW MANY OF THEM HAVE YOU MET:majority of the people?
THE WHATS.
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO:now?erm..my sister and her friend tokings.
WHAT IS THE TEMPERATURE OUTSIDE:cloudy?
WHAT RADIO STATION DO YOU LISTEN TO:erm..98& 98.7
WHAT WAS THE LAST RESTAURANT YOU ATE AT:erm.i cant remember.memory loss.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT:strawberries.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK:milk.forced o drink.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU WATCHED ON TV:the channel u show.
THE WHOS.
WHO IS THE NEWEST FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE ON FRIENDSTER:dunno. didnt check.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SMSED:karei.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:mum.
WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH:erm...none.
SEVEN LOVES.
SEVEN MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
1 money
2 diary
3 ipod
4 handfone
5 wallet
6 bed.
7 i dunno....
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1 tall.
2 quite dark.but not as dark as lucinda.
3 black hair?
4 dark eyes.
5 have only one ear stud.
6 like writin.
7 ...
SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1 yeah.
2 haha.
3 really?
4 chill.
5 o oh.
6 watever.
7 anything
SEVEN PPL TO DO THIS THING:
1 karei
2 winnie
3 ai jia.
4 mandy
5 majesta?
6 & 7 anything.i mean random.
FINALLY.

2006-11-14T21:18:00.000-08:00

i have not been updapting recently cus i was watching korean dramas AGAIN.but now...there is like nothing to watch anymore.so here i am updapting my blog.i am kind of over with goong but there is the 2005 korean drama:my girl.yar i like that now.finished that show and i have no more shows to watch.the rest dont look so appealing to watch.
i havent been going out so there isnt much to updapt about.
i cleared some of my stuff yesterday and found some things i used to do when i was young or younger.erm...there was a time i love hamtaro so much i printed sheets of different characters and trace all of them now.i really dunt feel like throwing them away.
i have the urge to buy kim jeong hoon's best album.should i?

2006-10-18T04:23:00.000-07:00

my exam results are ok not very good but not very bad but my parents are quite happy with it.
i dunno if i can transfer and i wonder if i want to transfer.isit gonna be good or bad??i havent really anwser myself cus i cant make up my mind.its been a year in new town after all. i am so much more settled now than in the first part of the year.should i transfer to stc afterall...
i am very excited when adeline lend me the 2nd part of princess hours or when my mum buy it. i dun want to lend i want to own the dvd cus i love it.but sooner or later i will be obsessing over another drama. :D .i know i am very fickle.
even though i am a yul+cg supporter. no matter how bad yul is in the show.
the ending is shin+cg.at first shin seems really heartless and not as good looking as yul.[wad i think lar]as you continue watching the show, shin starts to have a character that can make up for his looks cus i like him abit after that.. :)))

2006-10-15T21:15:00.000-07:00

obsessed with princess hours these days.adeline lent me part 1 of it already.its so damm good.
haha.i think the brown hair prince is so much cuter than the other guy...right?i want the goong ost...alot.
i cant download any other song cus my father brought the laptop to work and he doesnt want to bring it back.it contains all my songs in the itunes.one free day today but alot of other schools can like stay home 4 weeks in a row.its not fair.
he is soooooo damm cute!!!<3>

2006-10-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

chinese exam was so hard!!!i think its so hard trying to attain an A1.The paper 1 and 2 is soo difficult that i can die.aniwae,i watched 100 days with mr arrogant.haha.so nice.i <3 the ending.luckily,its a movie series so it didnt take me long to finish it.everything seem to be going fine...except the last two days i was so flustered and fustrated.it gave me a headache.

2006-09-26T02:56:00.000-07:00

there is someone on the tagboard that says she has the same name as me and doesnt like that i have the name.its not like i chose the name huh?and puts down her email address for wad?i dont intend to email her to scold her?or maybe she wants me to.ok wateva.i will not take it to hard.anyway,i am too busy preparing for my exams to be concern abt this.=p.
i bought leggings...haha.ok wanna take a peep at my wishlist?
1 the striped shirt from bossini[i know you think i so cheapo buy from bossini but its nice!]
2 the black skull tie from york canvas
3 sweety's latest cd: sweet talk
4 vanessa anne hudgen's latest:v
erm..thats all for you to know.
wish me luck to get good grades and get into stc in sec.2 pls.

2006-09-08T09:36:00.000-07:00

went out with adeline,xianglinga and winnie.wanted to go to bugis but decided not to.saw veluriya and esther when i was out at cine.i saw this sec.2 gal.sano.i cant imagine myself seeing newtowners in orchard cus i never had until today.anyway,we watched forbidden siren.omg.know wad?its so damm scary.so freaky.i screamed and this is the first time i ever sat in the cinema so improper lor.i dun wan to watch horror movie..but until now i dun understand the story.how can ever the doctor die.and where did the pictures of everybody in the year 1972 came abt.its giving mi the shivers...aniwae,it was so coincidental that the girl also watch the same movie at the same cinema as mi...haha.

2006-09-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

my sister is singing the high school musical song:breaking free...and she is only 6?haha.i guess i am the only one thnking she is so adorable...haha.XD!!!okayy...lets see wad i did today..
morning went back to school to practice the syf dance..it sucks.but it was rather fun though.there was some laughters here and there....looking at one of the dance mates classroom and analysing her classmates...i didnt know that 3/8 was a normal academic not a technical one.
then afternoon.karei came my house...did those childish thing we use to do in primary 5.i was laughing damm hard for no reason lor.
going out tmr i think.byee.

2006-08-31T04:15:00.000-07:00

today is teachers day...
i went to my old school for like 15 mins?
i didnt even see my friends and ex-teachers cus i had to accompany xiangling to her piano exam?i bet the teachers were wondering where the hell was i.or think that estelle go to such a lousy school must have mixed around with bad company and forgot to return to old school.hiaz.i realli realli wanted to go back or was i not?i dunno.jus embarassed that i am in new town thats all.i went out with xiangling and winnie.was really wierd with lots of people looking at xiangling.and i am so self-consious abt myself since i got those wounds from dunno where.it looks disgusting.hiaz.gotta live with it rite?will see a doctor soon.
we took neos.it look fantastic...i suppose?
i bought my pants...looks great.good to cover my wounds.
oh yar.teachers day at my school was not too bad.new town really has some talents in singing and playing the guitar and drum.it was fantastic.lol.really love the atmosphere too.the sec.4s were so damm appreciative of their teachers it made one of the teachers cry..haha.
one day...i am so gonna learn the drum.the rhythm and beat is uberly cool..
adeline must have been damm jealous that she didnt come along with me and winnie and xiangling.haha.

2006-08-26T20:57:00.000-07:00

sorry..i have been wanting to change my blogskin but hadnt had enough time to do so.there are so many things on my mind i think i may go crazy.happy yet sad..
one of my classmate is gonna get spank in front of the whole school which will hurt the pride of the person while the other person who made him the scapegoat will therefore escape.hopefully not.hope justice prevail.
i got my ipodnano.even though its only the 1 gb, i am still happy.i love it.downloading songs now.yesterday i met karei at orchard,went around with her for awhile. i thought i would be able to get my ipod but i had tuition. i was so disappointed but i didnt know that my mum had already bought it.haha. :)))
i saw this really cute guy recently in my school.haha.but he is sec.5 lor.so sad...
oh yarwhen i went out with xiang yesterday..i saw this army long pants.its awesome.ohmygawd.i love it .gonna get.cost 28.

2006-08-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday was such a happie day for me..
one reason is also because i pass my practical for piano. x)))
aniwae i was veri happie and i shant write it here.its a so call secret...
today felt so sick.had a cough and flu..and somemore tomorrow have the maths chapter 7.8.9.testing on algebra which is so difficult!!!i think i am gonna flunk it sooner or later.
chinese spelling is gonna be okayyy......i think.
wad do you think of this new layout?i think its very nice but i got sick of the previous so i change into this.something fresh to the eyes.
next week i think i am gonna buy that letter pad.most probably.but it will make me write more letters to xiang and she will inform me that we havent been communicating.lets see larh.maybe i shouldnt buy.or should i?
okay...if my father ever buy the notebook from bookbinders or the ipod nano..i swear i will study very hard in term 4.i mean thats a IF.haha.but of cos i swore to myself to study hard so not gonna break the promise i promised to myseld. x))

2006-08-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

hiii..
my science results are really bad.i flunked my biology one but its not fair when some people took the answer sheet from another class and memorize lor.ah..wateva.dun care already lor.
when to see the doctor again to take a look at my rashes.=p.rashes sux i tell you.this few days watching the smiling pasta and tokyo juliet.haha.both is really funny but the smiling pasta only comes out oce a wek in other country so only one episope per week.smiling pasta is very funny but tokyo juliet got more pretty people. x)).anyway, i just love watching it cus there is lots f things i can learn about fashion designing.i wish i can be a fashion designer but then i dunno quite a lot of stuff..if not i will de.maybe one day.
adeline going around orchard i think doing the flag day....haha.but i am not gona donate.=p.
i think dats all...need to watch ghost show le. :)))

2006-08-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Seven random facts about me :
-LOVES black
-loves writing
-tall!!!
-dancer
-easily get guilty de
-loves SKULLS
-self-conscious

Seven things that scare me :
-beetle
-bein' in the sea without anyone
-alone and lost
-getting shot at with a gun
-witnessing someone dying
-suicide
-pain

Seven songs i'm listening to :
-yu shang ai
-a thousand miles
-stars are blind
-unfaithful
-who knew
-ke ai
-kiss me

Seven things i like :
-SHOPPING!
-being drama
-my friends
-laughing
-writting a letter
-letterpads
-people-watching

Seven bad habits :
-mood swings.
-my room being messy
-watching too much dramas
-being sensitive
-nt finishin my work
-overeating
-lazy
Seven victims :
-karyee
-clarissa
-someone
-anyone
-anyone
-anyone
-anyone

xiangling made me a vicitim of this.=p
so gonna do it.
today had chinese oral.ok lar.
plans for september???thinking abt it.

2006-08-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

you know i havent been doing my online assessments well.i better start...gonna start soon.
tmr i am going to hang out with ky,lucinda and clarissa at bugis and i am gonna go and buy rainie yang's latest music album.rainie yang is really too kawaii even though she confess that she is acting cute but i suppose she is really cute even if doesnt act huh?now i have finish watching devil beside you.the last episope was so hilarious esp after they did it cus he said something so damm funny.okay i am not trying to be sick.jus thought it was so hilarious.i am looking forward to season 2.rainie yang and mike he are so compatible.i hope they can be on and off screen couples.X)))mike he is hot!!!!i dun wan to go to school on friday cus i am feeling awesome.X)
i wan to buy a notebook from book binders but it is so ex.=p.these few days my tummy isnt feeling great so i better watch my diet and not overeat.it has always been like this so better not overeat.hahas.i am so looking forward to tmr and....
i am gonna tie two tmr.i know seems like i am acting cute but then act cute for a day wont hurt.looking special.if lucinda really brings her camera MAYBE i will post or she will.BUT if i do DONT LAUGH.XD!!i want to look different.>_< i will post tmr if the maintainence is over.

lastly....i wanna learn the guitar and.....be different. :))

2006-08-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

i know its like i havent post anything for a very very very long time...but i am losing interest le.its like i am watching the rainie yang drama series with the mike he.the character he plays is damm charming lor.i know i very outdated now then watch it but wateva.maybe getting her latest music album release.maybe.okay.so on thursday anybody want to go out with me to bugis??i want to hang around there.look at the new shopping mall:icon.and jus walk around lar.

2006-07-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

went for the walk.it was like so damm long larh.these few days i feel so tired not in the way of sleepy tired but the mentally tired that kind.went to orchard wif xiang and adeline took neos.as usual wad we always do when we go out its not to bad you know.x)))
i lost one of my skull earing!!!i should not have change my earing in the mrt.argh.i think i lost it there.later going to bugis,maybe i can go and look for somemore.

2006-07-28T03:08:00.000-07:00

now youtube is under construction.so for now no videos AT ALL.teenie takes such a long long time to reply maybe she got lots of project buti am still waiting....i wanna go out wif her.its been a long time and i never see her mum anymore...haha.
my friendship problem i am not sure if it is solved but at least today i will be able to sleep better.i am soo looking forward to tomorrow not because of the walk but i am going out with adeline and xiangling[i think i prefer caling her like this instead of karei.more real.]haha.you wont mind rite xiang???so happi.
my mum went to bugis again.my father went there to do some business??i think so.my mum went shopping lor.a few days ago i told my mum that i wan a skull earing then she said dun wan lar.then this morning she gave it to me. i mean she bought it..haha.wad a nice mum.i tot she would be like those mum say that i shouldnt like skulls or black...even my younger sister say she like black.and all those skulls i scribble everywhere.copyrighted by miii.its cute okay.even though the one i use to draw looks like the sea animal with 8 feets???i forgot.lolx.
now my dance is like offically start to train.i have better be there every week.if not i will die.or maybe i wont even be alive to blog next time. X)))
i think jennifer love hewitt i think this is how it is spelt?but she is pretty.you all can see her on the friday 10pm show:ghost whisperer.channel 5.she is just amazing.

2006-07-27T04:05:00.000-07:00

i have been so caught up wif the drama:save the last dance for me until today cus then the user got suspended...omg i love it so much and then it jus got cut off.since teenie has the dvd i asked her to lend me the last three epi disc.she have yet to reply..the same thing happen with the other korean drama:my 19 year old sister in law.it was also the last few epi.hiaz..wad bad luck i have.its really nice i recommend u all to watch...
dance have not been as fun as it is in other schools.we are only learning chinese dance..arrgh.i would rather learn modern lorh.
in school.erm.some problems concerning friends have occured.shant say more.its a little...aiya i dunno.dun feel like saying it...i also dunno wad i hope for.
this saturday which is in two days time i have to go the take a city walk at the padang.its gonna be loong.X))))
piano has been fine....got to learn nice and new and easy to play songs.
okay..i suppose thats all i am gonna say.so see u till next time:)

2006-07-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

its been a really long time since i updated.erm..about 6 days rite?
okay,the worst day of my life is going to be coming real soon.i have to stand in front of the whole school and dance a stupid dance.and the reaction form the crowd is.....laughters.
omg.i am going to faint...getting laughed at isnt something i wish for.friday.my doom day.
i totally love the top from sumairu.its like so kool.even though i swear i would never wear it outside.it looks awesome but a price of 60 is a little steep for me unless i save and buy it..but i dun think i would.my mum is gonna kill me and... nevermind.
i havent seen winnie's yet.i think it is going to be awesome.so kool.making me really envious.
those who like this kind should visit sumairu.under the palaza sing the mrt there.its like nt as ex as the one at far east.(:
http://it-hurts-.blogspot.com go here.
vicki is really obsessed with S...
karei is obsessed with W....

2006-07-11T00:58:00.000-07:00

okayy,,i notice tt i have become poorer..omg..like from 15o to 40??i still have to buy 3 cds leh...hiaz...but cant blame myself rite?i noe i am like so poor thing everyday have a pathetic amt of 2.and i cant save money like tt...gotta ask for a raise but dunt really dare...see i need go for tutorial.physical science.ill need to stay back. i am jus a below-average student...the like 1 or 2 marks then i will be an average tt kind.
i dunt wan to go for dance anymore..it is so embarrassing doing those chinese dance.and there is one for racial harmony.i am gonna die badly.so badly humilated cus the dance is so childish and ugly..iam not saying the actions are but the way we dress.we look like a bunch of wandering ghost but i hope i can stand it but even if i can change my cca i doubt i can get away from that.

2006-07-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

now i am currently obsessed wif fy[fushigi yugi]genbu kaiden..this comic is so kool and romantic....ahh!!believe me, u wan to check it out and the guy rimudo aka uruki is so doubly cute even though like almost all guys in manga looked the same... haha!x))

okay now...celebs...
ashley tisdale,vanessa anne hudgens,emma roberts[nt the watson]..and currently looking into this gal name miley cyrus.trying to see how she sings....haha okay i know tt whe ashley,vanessa and maybe emma releases their album.i know it is gonna be awesome cus they have jus purrfect voice.*envy.but hopefully nt together at a time if not i am gonna have a hard time choosing between them ar.they are all jus terriffic.

so next...i wanna buy a mag..j-14,tiger beat.bop and another i didnt catch its name.it is like all so ex and i am gonna be broke.so i dunno whether i should.its like after 2 months it is gonna be outdated and all my money is like so call going down the drain.but there is alot of high school musical and stuff i am realli interested in unlike sing ones.i mean nt that sing ones are bad but i
prefer those from americas rite?hiya.should be america lar.

school isnt a ting weeny bit fun all i go to school for is for the sake of lending comics to my friends and study study and study.nt that study is bad.its good rite?i can study and then get good grades and then transfer but its getting a little boring.isnt it?

and and....i think i need to built up my self-confidence and self esteem cus it its so damm LOW!!very low.but iam proud of my name though.estelle wad a nice name but jus tt a lot of ppl have it.hiya....
estelle = star= hoshiko. i mean hoshiko is a real jap name lar unlike my previous shikoshi.it was made up by me.you all should check out your own name...isnt it fun?or kool?or wateva you call it...

there is this very funny thing .lucinda's name means light so if out together wif mine isnt it starlight..so kool.. hahaXD!!

2006-07-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

it seems like this few days there is nothing interesting to write abt huh?
todae went to the long beach seafood restuarant to celebrate my grandfather's birthday at east coast.the weather is so nice...so windy...
tmr going to mac and meet clarissa,kar yee and lucinda..i dunno if ii did the right thing to suggest it.its like she doesnt wan to let her realli good friend down so she has the right to tell us she has plans.its okay wif us.if this is the way..it will be meangingless.and so wads the point to go rite?
i see how it goes then.... i know its like i am an outsider trying to poke into the business of them..
karei is alright already...i am so happie.now i can tok to her... (:(:
maybe i shouldnt hang on to the past but move on..this should be the best way for clarissa to lead her life and be a new happy person.

2006-06-30T03:38:00.000-07:00

dance is terrible.argh.
okay,so i have this supposingly close friend name clarissa.she and my other close friends and me are not on talking terms.now she is going to transfer to another school.she thinks that we want her to leave the school which we dunt.kar yee,my close friend really treasure the friendship they had.they were inseparable at the beggining of the year[even though me and another was left out].i dint mind cus since they are a pair they should stay a pair rite??they had really happy time then.maybe the problem is that when they fight i chose to side[did i?i suppose]kar yee or another person and this made her feel left out.maybe its too late to reflect on my mistakes..i dunno lar. just kinda upset that she is leaving.there is this place in the group that was hers.her cute ways and laughter.but i shall wish her the best and meet a really good friend in the other school.even though she hates me.

2006-06-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

okay..lets me see how i should start...
i went to genting..didnt realli buy alot of things but i thouched the cloud?!?haha. i noe i am wierd.
next...hm.yesterday i realli enjoyed myself at sentosa.my mum didnt alow at first but gave up in the end.we didnt realli eat so its like i didnt realli eat dinner.haha.but instead we tok alot.i shant give you the specific details but if you wan to noe you can go and see karei's blog http://it-hurts-.blogspot.comwe tok abt stuff from like sex,les,gays and like everyone keep mixing up cus some go girls school some go mixed...so funni.and like karei tok alot..maybe cus her sugar level was high?haha.realli enjoyed ourself.even the quietest girl,charlotte came.but not everyone.and then daphne keep calling me new towner.not fair lorh.like i wish i was there...but aniwae in total it was great.thanks to the person involved organising....
todae we finish the eng workshop and had to do a play.luckily i jus sang. :D
lurve my friends a lot... <3

2006-06-22T23:05:00.000-07:00

hm..suppose to do...tagged by my dear friend,karei...

Your 10 favourites
Favourite colour:black Favourite food:none in particular but i got a fave drink which is mocha..the cold one. Favourite song: hm..hips dunt lie[shakira],unfaithful[rihanna],who knew[pink]..and more. x) Favourite movie: she`stheman!![so kool!]Favourite sport: i hate sports.[cus i am bad at them] Favourite season: winter? favourite day of the week: dunno.. :)Favourite ice-cream flavour: hm...i like almost any ice cream flavour.. haha.
9 Current
Current mood: happi Current clothes: skool tshirt+ shorts..jus came back from skool.actually its been veri long[i noe i am a dirty pig] Current desktop: umm.this is not my com...i will get scolded by my sis.. :( Current toenail colour: normal.i dun paint my toenails.Current time: 2.09pm Current annoyance: i am not annoyed.Current thoughts: finish my maths drawing.and should i have another kinda of blog?
8 first
First best friend: um.yan ping.hiya.i dun think we are anymore. 2. :(First crush: um.uhhhhh..cant tell... x]First movie: i cant remember...First piercing: p3. lolxFirst lie: cant rmb..First music: a1.they have broken up the band...:(First car: i wish i had.
7 last
Last cigarette: disgusting.Last drink: umm.apple juice :DLast car ride: ytd nite.Last crush: hahah.dun wanna tell.Last movie seen: she`stheman , it rawks!! x)Last phone call: ytd,daphne?call to find out where they were in sentosa.Last CD played: um.ashlee simpson i tink.
Have you ever
Have you ever date one of your bestfriends: uh.my bestfrens r all gals.
Have you ever broken the laws: nooo.i think x)
Have you ever been arrested: haha no.not ever.
Have you ever been skinny dipped: no.um...wads that?
Have you ever been on tv: no
Have you ever kiss someone you don't know: of cus not!!
5 things you are wearing:
1:hairband 2:t-shirt. 3.shorts 4:clips 5:um.earing studs?
4 things you have done today:
1:woke up. 2:took a bus. 3:acted in a so call play. 4:breathed.
3 things you can hear right now:
1:the voice of pple screaming at the swimming pool 2:the sound of typing. 3:de maid cleaning containers?
2 things you can't live without:
1:money 2:um.i dunno
Things you do when you are bored:
write stuff,tok on fone,play com,read those letters i recieved?
And now, for the 5 ppl you tag! : um..um.majesta,lucinda,mandy,clarrissa..and anyone who once to do it?

2006-06-13T01:27:00.000-07:00

today,i went back to kellock.actually me and karei was suppose to go there to help adeline destress after her incidents at home but in the end jus stayed there for an hour cus we were suppose to meet at 11 and we had to wait an hour at the bus-stop for 1 hr before she came.then went to tiong.dun realli like the place but for the sake of taking neo and my hunger i went.actually i had a straight bus there but decided to accompany karei.we took mrt then walk then i took one more bus home.waited veri long.
its so funni.i went back to school and my ex-teacher was sort of teaching and we jus sat there playing com.haha.they could play com.i heard the gwen stefani song that goes:shit is bananas...
it was so damm popular in my scholl last year.everyone was singing that song.hahax.now hearing it againsound so wierd:):)
i hate tiong cus there are like so many people i know and recognise.realli alot.

2006-06-11T23:25:00.000-07:00

this is my new blogskin but may change cus i dunno whether this is nice but i change when i have the time.
now,i think i am finally over korean drama obsession.lets see..how many dramas have i watch?
-my name is kim sam soon
-my sister-in-law is 19 years old
-Green forest,My home
-My love patzzi
- millionaire's first love
ok..i think its these few..i wanna watch high school musical.there is zac efron and ashley tisdale.i think vanessa anne hudgens is quite pretty huh?do you think so?i hear the ost of high school musical.quite nice i suppose.i like what i have been looking for,when there was me and you and the bop to the top...so nice.realli wan to watch the movie.

2006-06-06T20:38:00.000-07:00

so sad.i was watching the last ep of my sister-in-law is 19 years old part 5 and this morning i went to check again and i suppose the user got suspended.argh.so angry.i left 2 more parts so abt 20 more mins and i know the ending.now i dunno...*hiaz..the other you tube members doesnt have the last ep.*feeling so so angry.but at least there was the ost there.recorded to my fone but not veri good.gonna go to my cousin's house to do it tomorrow :)

2006-06-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

hey.its been a long time since i updapted..i was so addicted to the korean dramas i have watched at youtube.so addictive.i barely did my holiday homework.i feel so guilty.haha.but somehow i find it soo woth it cus there is jae won acting inside...lets see wad others i have watched:my name is kim sam soon,millionaire's first love and my sister-in-law is 19 years old.i missed the rival show last one.so regretful.

2006-05-30T19:59:00.000-07:00

its not everyday when i have inspiration to blog.i mean i dun have anything interesting to tell about.haha.there was a time when i needed to do a comprehension passage and the passage was toking about when a person is upset,they tend to write,draw etc... the best and i think they named a few examples i cant remember but i have to agree that these are true.okay...so why am i telling you all these?i must be crazy.
my current idolism/obsession..the korean guy lee dong gun.now he is actin in the drama:stained glass[玻璃画] and little bride[新娘18岁].i wonder why korean guys are so charming...okay.this is my opinion..hahax.

2006-05-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

a new blogskin here.had a hard time finding it.i like the leg 'cos there is a skull on top..haha.now i think it is nice.haha.wad do you all think?todae is borin but i still dun wanna go back to school neven if i wan i also cannot.haha.
i wanna watch she's the man.when shall i go?i also wan to take neo.maybe wif adeline and xiangling.haha.

2006-05-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

feel happie jus now cus no.1-i went out with ky.sasa.luci.karei.felicia.and of cos myself.felicia is ky's friend.so we were suppose to be having a birthday gathering for ky and sasa.they treat us to a lunch at balcony.so ex lar.but they had the money.amazing.actually,raymond and germain were suppose to join us.but i think they had their own things to do so they did not join us in the end.how petty can they be....no.2-erm..i took two neos.i took the new one at cine..it cost 11 bucks lar so ex.and like all of us had to pay 2 bucks each.but the one i took wif karei...was purrfect.at first i didnt think i would look nice but in the end things turn out pretty.it always happen to me..hahax.no.3-i bought a letter pad..the baby jam kind.it is super kool.you know i like letterpads...haha no.4-karei bought a skull tie and she let me wear it.wad a nice friend i have..no.5-i had time to catch up with karei's life.i think partly lar...:):)so actually i am kinda happie..
and i have another so call blog.but i am not gonna tell cus it is rather offensive.hahaha

2006-05-28T01:32:00.000-07:00

hm..tomorrow is ky and clarissa's birthday gathering...they will be having lunch at the marche resturant...then they want to hang out at east coast.but my mum doesnt seem to wan me to go there.so i decided to hang out at orchard with karei..it will not be too bad cus after that we will be taking the same bus home.okay,i think i shall not get anymore markers..hm.wad should i buy.i cant think of anything specific.but for sure i am going to take neos.and watch movie....wonder if shes the man out alreadi.gonna drag her to watch wif meh.but nw she dun wan to watch wif me..*sobsob.
nevermind some other day.and i am going to genting..wif my family and my father's friends.hope it is going to be fun.

2006-05-22T00:47:00.000-07:00

music:dont say you love me -m2m

todae in school,my classmate of mine was so damm halirious by his sisy-ish actions.everyone was laughing so hard.he is a rather dramatic person.even my dnt teacher said"thank jeremy for his entertaining performance."he even said my classmate could be an actor.i couldnt agree more.

my ipw was terrible.i was so damm embarrassed.but i was lucky that they didnt realli make fun of meh.but two other group members were even worse.hahax.*lucky me.clarissa was suppose to do part of it but she didnt come so yar lucky her then.but we were hesitating if we could postphoned it but the teacher didnt allow..*hiaz.but i am glad it is finally over.i always have some kind of phobia...always scared to get up and speak out...i always freak out.

woah...i had a wierd dream last hight.rather funny huh?i dreamt that i was at kino?i think so.and i was buying a letterpad i didnt use to buy[my friends got me into this kind].and i had already bought one and then i saw others and i was like regreting why i didnt see the other shelf cus there was nicer ones...couldnt remember wad the design was.haha.cant believe i am crazy over letterpads that i dream about them..hahax

i am looking for some albums to but..something fresh to my hearing?any?maybe pop?make me remember my childhood..childhood?erm..i think its childhood huh?cus i am 13 already?i like jesse McCartney-because you live and ALY and Aj- rush...hm...

i wanna go for a night swim again but this time without my parents?haha:Dlast thursday i went for one with my two sisters...rather refreshing.

holidays are coming...oh yeah.this is wad that is so nice..even though i dunt think i will be going overseas i am still kinda happie cus its gonna be school-free...XDthen i can hang out more wif my friends...oh yeah!this is getting better.but of cus there is gonna be tuitions..two only.do u think i should go for science ones.cus my science is bad and anyway adeline is gonna be there.i have told my mum she ask me to check it out first.*so wierd...people hate tuitions and i want.XD

2006-05-20T23:29:00.000-07:00

okay..at first i was kinda upset and angry..but now i am confused with thoughts.i am not sure if this thinking is good or bad..at first i was kinda upset cos when a person is in love they tend to neglect their friends.for example tat time lets use adeline's view.when adeline wanted to call u,u said no cus i think u said that HE was gonna call later.maybe this is the reason i am not too sure.u dun like the things u use to be interested in and like u are getting a little [bad girl attitude]....i am not saying that playing pranks is wrong cus i do it too.but the thing is we dun wan u to change [maybe worse] until we dun even 'recognise' you.

ok...i dun even wanna think abt it anymore.i dun wan to tell u for the fact that i thought u would think that i was jealous?okay wateva..u dun have to change if u dun wan to.i have no rights to change you to a person u dun wanna be.it will have no meaning.

2006-05-15T03:29:00.000-07:00

okay......i feel kinda of upset but i shant go further........
erm...went out with karyee and lucinda...we took some neos..we didnt look too bad huh?
erm...i had no tuition so i am kinda of happie....
bought a few stuff and yah i enjoyed myself.
todae i collected my science[chemistry]paper and i had 48/60,geography 62/100,english paper 2 48/80 and last but not least for todae is maths i had 70/100.....hiaz..
so sad...........cant go fairfield at this state...hiaz

2006-05-11T02:57:00.001-07:00

isnt this blogskin nice??change it yesterday...had a hard time finding a new blogskin..maybe my expectation is high?todae i had listening then we went to west coast park.......then to my house and my two friends went swimming....then we went back to school cus we were going to snow city...its not exactly veri fun but the temperature is so damm cold.i wan freezing!!!but i somehow enjoyed because of something i dun wish to state.and i feel fed up or maybe upset but i dun wish to say it out in case i offend someone who might possibly read it..*sigh
i think i feel so damm much better in kellock or with karei they all than i new town...my determination to change scholl is still veri strong.......hiaz.
i wanna get the belt at the queensway shopping center.it is so damm nice.i wanna it now.made a wrong chioce not to buy it yesterday..regretted.

2006-05-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

u know this pic above........isnt it cute?its an unazukin...a japanese product....if u ask a yesor no question...it will either shake its head or nod..its jus the perfect listener...terrific...it is published in this month teenage...its great..but the onlything is i wonder where am i to get it...anybody knows.....do u mind telling me....i hope it is not to expensive...i hope cus i realli wan to get it a lot. check out the web....this is the english onehttp://www.unazukin.com
hm...todae is like my last exam unless u call listening an exam but ya its the last one i had to study...it was kinda difficult ar....
todae i was suppose to go out wif my friends but my parents didnt wan me to go...so sad...
todae its like kinda ...boring cus i have nothing to do unless playing com[which bores me sometimes] or watch tv[there is nothing nice to watch]...tomorrow i dun need to go to school..or yeah.cus i have no exm but some classes have so....yah..there is no need to go.i wonder if my parents wil allow me to go to lucinda's to do project.....

2006-05-04T21:41:00.000-07:00

woah..todae is fridae.fridae has always been a great day for meh..een though i would always be rushing to finish all my tuition homework..haha.
todae i had science exam....erm..bio was terrible to be exact but chem was jus fine.only a few question i didnt know...(is it good?)yesterdae i had maths paper 1 and lit.hm....maths was good except that i didnt noe one question.:estimate the square root of 0.00497
lit. was hard...*sobsob..i am so gonna fail.
i left maths paper 2 on tues and geography on thursday and after thurs....no more exams......
i have a class outing which i dread to go..on thurs but for the sake of my friends..i am going but before that we have 4 hour so mayeb i can catch a movie?who knows.....
karei and luke...hiaz..they are not boyfriend girlfriend but.....they act like they are.......*gives me goosebumps...
estelle's life consist of her basties,her friends,her precious diary and her emtions...
something to add...she is anti-guy..hahaXD!!!!!

2006-04-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

Emotion:depressed yet fine
every single day i wish i didnt go to this skool.it make me feel so sad.i am like suffering...i didnt think that there will be the same frienship problems again.i thought that after last year ended that all these sufferings will be gone.i didnt expect it to come again..its the same one!!!hiaz...it seems like maybe part of my retribution for treating some of my friends badly....i suppose so.so sad...hiaz...why is it that every where i go there is annoying people and friendship problem...why is it so...
anyway..dun ya think that my blog skin is nice?i love the words...i dun need a boyfriend to give love.i alreadyhave my bestest friend...i love these words...cos it is sooo true huh?
love them...lolx XD

2006-04-26T02:52:00.000-07:00

Emotion:upset :(
hiaz...dunno why i feel so upset....my heart just feel so...i dunno how to explain.but i feel just fine..anybody can add me on friendster..i have no friends...
i feel like transferring to another skool at this moment.i hate my school.i cant stand it.the teachers are nice,quite good but the people..cant realli stand it except my close friends in this skool...cant stand people from my class...terrible.cant stand it.
i realli wan to go out wif my close friends...take neo,watch movie and shop shop and more shopping...
my mum dun allow me to sleepover...*crycry
my mum also dun allow me to buy the green hair spray!!!!!!*sobsob

2006-04-24T01:02:00.000-07:00

yay!my com's sound system is back...so happie.its like the plug was out and i didnt know..must be my sis 'good deed'...i am feeling so much better now...
jus wondering why some people like attention so much..is a person u like so much u neglect ur studies?to me..parents should do their part and give advice to their children..if not their child would be wondering if is this the way i should do things?they tend to ask their friends..but friends may not always give the right advice and some advice could harm the child...
hm...forget abt the lecturing stuff.....i shall talk abt more stuff the next time.....

2006-04-17T01:27:00.001-07:00

todae..i had science test...its hrd for me.i think i am gonna fail so lets hope it is not too bad huh.this is getting terrible cos i have three movies i wanna watch.1)aquamarine 2)just my luck 3)she's the man....it starrs jojo,lindsay and amanda bynes...they are all coming this month and i cant watch all three huh.there is exam!!!!i only watch the trailer for aqamarine and it make me wanna watch it!!1i have seen it for so many times but i dont seem to get bored of it!i am going to watch it now.........i mean the trailer.
ohh yah..u know the guys in my class kiss[mouth to mouth]..its disgusting.erm...mouth to mouth.i didnt see them do it but thats what my friend said cos was acting as a hard-working student...doind my work and when they maade a big commotion then i asked my partner wat was happening...haha!wat a class i have!

2006-04-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday,went out for like 2 hours wif karei and adeline to take neos....its quite ok...except for the fact that all the neos i take isnt as good as the very first one i took.wonder why????but quite happie that we 3 finally got to go out together..lala.
i found some suitable gifts for clarissa's and karyee's birthday...but shant write it out here...in case they see ..den it wont be a surprise anymore......but jus wonder if they will like it.since they lat me invite karei and adeline and i would be sharing a prezzie wif karei...cos she has no cash at the moment...the prezzie has got to be a little bit more expensive one.....
woah...a environment sure changes a person alot...no matter how hard a person tries not to.
i wanna a new book as my diary....my diary looks so funny now but there are so my secrets...

2006-04-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

todae i went to bugis den orchard wif my mom,my younger sis,my grandma and my father...my grandmother loves handbag and eventually bought one that suits her liking.the samuel and kevin at lucky plaza was so uber kool cos i saw so many nice t-shirts and tops and they are all at reasonable prices....gonna get some more cos i realli am in need for more tops...[even though my father keep on saying to me to ask me not to buy things..spend money]haha....
karei keeps on saying abt her luke.when i was young i have this storybook and there was this person named luke and i always tot that it was pronouce [look]...until now.but jus now,karei said that it was pronouce l-uke...how silly can i be....
i have lit project..we are suppose to act a skit...which i am bad at but i should be lucky that i dun need to speak up....lolx.and then we were suppose to get into groups of 5-6..and the lit teacher asked us to get into co-ed groups but we have a 5 gurl 'gang' so we could only afford 1 guy but hu on earth would join us????haha
yesterday,karyee,sasa and vic came to my hs..to study for the oncoming chinese mid-year..i have to do my veri best for my own personal reason.but sasa didnt study even though she promised me that she would but wateva.as long as she does not bother me..hu cares...
they went to escape todae.wonder if it is fun...it has been a long time since i went there but i am still suffering from the accident that happened there..haha.

2006-04-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

i changed my blogskin again...haha.i know u think i am too free ah.

todae was fine jus fine but something happened that made 2 of my friends cry 2 hrs non-stop..haha.one of my friend lost one of my friend's wallet but it was found in the end.

good charlotte rockz....my pencil case rockz too!!!i decorate it wif 3 safety pins and a chain...

karei loves a sec.3 norm guy named luke wong...xiang taste should not be too bad i suppose.

hopefully she can take a pic of him and send it to me...lala.

2006-03-31T02:31:00.000-08:00

hihi....change my blog skin again.
wonder if it is nice?
feel so tired today.
going to kellock funfair.
hurray!XD

2006-03-28T00:37:00.000-08:00

hihi!!!change my bloggy skin.....life is sooo boring.just full of tests,exam,school and people....its sooo boring...everytime i jus have to wake up so early to go to school.hiaz!wish there was a little bit of adventure...but i mus be careful wat i wish for....if i regret it....things could be badd!i hate nafa alot..even though i have it every year...it is different this year..somehow..isnt it so?
i wanna go to kellock funfair 9-4.i wanna go!!!but too badd i have tuition on that day..hiaz.then i think the following sat is crescent funfair..how i wish it was not on a saturday....wish.the crescent one....winnie say there would be neoprint machine...which i think is kool for a funfair huh?

2006-03-20T01:45:00.000-08:00

end of the holis and the start of a new busy term for me...hiaz.today i couldnt realli wake up but i woke up in the end...cant stand it.why must we go to school soo early huh??yesterday,i went to farms...n of course the goat farm but it was sooo smelly.ok wateva.i say that the farm is a little to small..if it was bigger,it would have been more interesting.there were so many tourists.haha.i think i am gonna have a dance tee....oh yeah..we get to decorate the tee.kool.have to perform in april....i have stage-fright and i can say maybe class-fright too...haha.hopefully,there are not gonna be the whole school...hope....

2006-03-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

hihi]
jus came back after going out wif xiangling]
adeline told me she was sure she could go]
then now she cant]
gonna killl her]lala]
i bought marker]

2006-03-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

erm.....i dunno wat to write but i feel like having an entry......ok..now wat should i write?ok...i bought the fort minor album...which was a bdae gift from katherine....thank u sooo much 'cos i love it alot....thanks anyway....i wanna take neos when i go out wif xiangling and adeline..i think it is sooo damm kool anyway..tomorrow vicki,kar yee aka faith and clarissa will be coming to my hs to finish up the project 'cos i dun wan to get a scolding from the teacher...but i dun wan to do the presentation..i will get stage fright...there are guys......i already have some problem wif the girls...now this!hiaz......hope the guys wont come on that day....i will be veri happie..(no offense to those guys not in my class)haha..if u nw wat class i am in...
i wanna go to crescent funfair and keelock(my old skool)funfair...but there are having it on a saturday n i am always busy.....hiaz...if only i can dun go for my tuitions...if only my mum can let me rest for a day...ok...wateva..go den go its not a big deal huh?anyway.....nothing to write rite?um...xiangling's latest blogskin...i found it for her...i wan some credit...haha.jk.but i spent the whole morning..shouldnt i have some credits?reward..........

2006-03-13T17:59:00.000-08:00

hiya...yesterday i went with winnie and xiangling..we took neos.i love it!!!so kool!i bought a wristband,jus a small one only..xiang bought a skirt which was so damm short i think but she loves it n i had to lend her some money.cant believe she spent $70 in total in jus one day.OMG!i cant spend so much.adeline and xiang are going to meet me at new town tomorrow then i will have to rush for my tuition with adeline.but i am sure we will take neos tomorrow again.maybe wednesday,i will go out with faith,vicki and clarissa,but it depends again.
i jus came back from a hour of maths in school.haha.i was late so like it was lesser than the time 1 hour.luci rebond her hair but i think it is too straight even though rebonding are suppose to be veri straight.ok wateva.i wanna go to crescent funfair but i have tuitions and i need to go grandma'a house.i wanna go....n i think on another saturday,there is kellock funfair.i wanna go too!!!!but u see busy.hope there is no tuition on that day...oh yah!u nw i make a wish...better not tell if not its not gonna come true..but wat i was wishing was different from the one i was thnking..i nw its rather confusing.but i realli realli hope that it will come true...

2006-03-08T05:15:00.000-08:00

omg....its like 3 more days to my birthday....lala...i wan books....gonna buy more..
i dont wan to go for cross-country..its like we have to run for 3km when i cant even run 2.4km.help me!!!!!!!i think i am going out on sunday wif winnie and xiangling..

2006-03-02T00:03:00.000-08:00

hey....my birthday is coming...yay!remember to give me presents.k?jus kiddin lah!i am not so greedy one...i hope to get lots and lots of present though...........wanna make this birthday the best birthday i have ever had even though i dont realli like this year until i get to the school of my choice in sec.2...then i will be exactly happy....u nw wat ..during class i was thinking of lots of stuff and u nw i made up something....dont get angry if u are like majesta so boy-crazy....just kiddin:me rockz.me win.you lose.guys.....ew...make me puke.haha.lolx.see so cute!i nw er...its kinda unlogical but wateva k.and the guys in my class are perverted...if i was in a gurls school.....how happy i would have been rite?just now,during bio lesson we went to the lab then the gurls got to go first 'cos the boys were in the hall to get scolding..haha.when i was in the lab i felt sooo happy 'cos there were only gurls..i nw i feel like i am still not adapting but just miss the all girls school feeling....hiaz..i nw that gurl school rockz.except that guys in good school are more polite,u see.........

2006-02-20T01:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,me and xiangling went out to orchard to celebrate her birthday even though her birthday was on the 14 of feb.i was so happy…..Adeline and teenie was suppose to come but teenie said that she had tuition so she couldn’t come and Adeline’s mum didn’t want her to go out so she started crying.poor thing.she also had to go this diving thing wif her family..hiaz.anyway,we took neoprint .haha.it was so fun.but I prefer the 2nd time took.it was great.the next time I shall show u.lolx.xiang got ipod nano.not fair.which I had one.u nw I find orchard getting veri boring now.next time I shall go to bugis.maybe.

2006-02-14T02:14:00.000-08:00

something to announce....today is nekkie aka xiangling!i chatted wif her the day before and she kept 'complaining' that she cant believe that today was going to be her birthday.she is like 13 already...and like i am still 12...lke she is soooo old and i am soooo young.haha.like real.she is still so childish.jus kidding.k,everybody go n wish xiangling happy birthday,k?haha.i am like promoting her birthday.ok.wateva.i am talking nosense.today,i had to run around the field for four rounds.omg!u nw how 'weak' i am ...i hate running.

2006-02-11T19:16:00.000-08:00

5 things i can do:->gossip(haha!its a sin.i cant belive i can do that),->hanging out with my friends(just make sure i dont run of things to talk about),->sing and dance(if i could),->be a singer(a superstar,to be exact)->er....shop all there if i had the $.haha.

5 things i say e most:->er...->omg!->not my problem.->kool.->lor->when?

5 celebrity crushes:->jesse mccartney->the guy in the chronicals of narnia um..the oldest brother.(i forgot wats his name.)->ashton(the guy who is married to a 40-yaear old lady)but watever!->i dunno already leh!

5 qualities i want in a potential bf/stead:i->mixed-blood->cute.->have a sense of humour->a good listener->likes music the rock kind,that likes to perform.haha.

5 scary things:all those stuff about saturn(a little to scary for meh->someone who faints in front of me->someone who gets stabbed->someone who jump of the building to commit sucide->um..i dunno.

5 random songs:a little more personal(lindsay lohan)->boyfriend(ashlee simpson)->strawberry jam(ai otsuka)->miss(understood)(ayumi hamasaki)->ai mei(rainie yang)

5 things i like most:->maybe an ipod even if i dont have one->my journal->my photo album->my cds.....->my letter-pads

5 pple i want to do dis quiz:->xiangling->majesta->daphne->winnie->um...anyone who wants to do lah!

2006-01-27T00:20:00.000-08:00

today,i went back to kellock at like 1 something.omg!i didnt nw i miss m school and friends so much....actually,at first i was very 'afraid' of going into kellock but when i got in,i was so damm happy!like something good happen.too bad some teachers went home.i wish i was still in kellock.really.i hope i can get into fmss.i hope i can or at least smss.some good school not new town.i just dont think that i like new town but i just have to finish this year first.i swear i must try my very best to go to fairfield.i swear.the very next thing is abt my class.i really hate the whole entire class um...k some annoying ones especially.tell u something,XIANGLING LIKES JOEL!!!!haha.nvmd.just kidding lah!

2006-01-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

Things are getting better at new town.more settled down now but the funny thing is that every morning especially when i am on my way to school,i just dread it.then,i aill just start missing my friends and everything.but after assembly,everything gets a little better then.my choices of cca:no.1 modern dance.no.2 art club no.3 media resource library.i wonder if its ok.so bad!my school doesn't have half-day on 27th of jan.i dont think i can make it back to kellock.lets see how it goes.anyway, a thig to be happy about is that kathrine has got into new town and into my class.i had a sense of happiness.i wonder if the four of us(winnie,karei,adeline and me)will still remember each other.i have no doubts that winnie n xiangling will remember each other n inculding me but i think winnie and adeline may not n xiangling.now, winnie doesn't want to go to fairfield.i just dont really know wat she is really thinking.'sigh'anyway,tomorrow i have chem test!OMG!

2006-01-12T22:25:00.000-08:00

i am in new town sec. school.oh ya, my mum bought the S.H.E latest album.the songs are sooo nice i can tell u that.n....the dolls that are posing as are so damm cute.i wonder if ai otsuka's album is out yet 'cos the last time i went out with xiangling to hmv and a few other music stores they didnt have it.um...ua you nw rainie yang?she is sooo pretty n i feel like buying her album.should i?anyway,for those in sec.1,wish you the very best for the oncoming years,k?:)

2005-12-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

oh my!the results of the posting results is out already!*crycry*i didnt get into st margaret.*sniffsniff* but wats worse is tat i am not in any of the schools i chose
and now i have been posted to ghim moh sec.the school i dont like.*startscrying*
how?my mother helped me to appeal to stc but the chances seems to be quite little
so tats why i am sooooooo sad.it also worries alot tat my parents is being pressured
by this issue.:( wat should i do?it is so weird that this things happen.i hope that i
it will pass very quickly.*sigh*i think even if i cant get in i really have to go to the
school.*sobs*just have to accept my fate than.winnie and xiangling should be very lucky to
get into the school they wanted.wish them luck in watever they do and hope xiangling can

be a superstar and drive a limousine to look for me in the future!:)

2005-12-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

i had a 8 month old beagle for only like two days!haha!it was kind of tiring having the dog!we go the dog 'cause my father's friend didnt want it so we decided to keep it.The first day we didnt really know wat was its name so we called it Ginger.but in the end her name was Princess.the following night which was yesterday night,my father brought the dog downstairs,it went lost under the bushes then my younger sis started to cry!:(haha!the dog i should is very timid.he was soooo scared of my uncle!my uncle said that it could be a rat under a dog!hahahahaha!i think i'm crazy. um...i think now i am looking for a small dog which will not grow to big!so anybody giving away pups?try to email me,k?

lets see who i have to buy my xmas gift for......OMG!sooooo many people to buy for!hm....wat to do?anyway,i am very excited for tomorrow...getting results of the posted school!puh-lease let me get into st margaret?puh-lease let me....................

2005-12-06T17:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday,i went shopping with winnie,xiangling and her mother.we went to heeren first and i saw the black wristband.it was sooooooo damm nice but i didnt buy.really regretted though.i bought a ring shaped like a belt.i love it soooo much!then we went to taka, got xiangling's gothic lolita bible.i saw holic the comic but i prefer the pita-ten fanbook.i wanna get it.we went to far eas also!the things there are not too expensive and i saw this dollie lolita kind of shop.it was nice but kinda expensive!i really want to go shoppping again but wif adeline the next time.wont it just be great?:)

2005-12-03T07:10:00.000-08:00

today,i just went for my first lesson for english at bryon.the teacher was quite funny but the composition she gave us to choose from was a little hard.OMG!x'mas is coming!!!i'm not sure why but this year is a little bit more special 'cause i have to buy sooo many gifts for my friends n for the december birthday girl.hm....my father and my elder sis birthday is coming.wat should i buy for them? :) x'mas is here!yay!!!!!!

2005-11-23T23:51:00.000-08:00

psle results are out!oh my!i wonder if i should be upset or happy.my score is 223/300.um.....it should be kinda bad but 'cause i had 4As i can get $200 from my parents and i am not very sure if i am a average student or wat! most average student can get about 200-230. but now i cant get to fairfield.:(i'm a bit upset and dissapointed)i dont want to go to STC!hm....see how it goes i really dont nw wat i shouls do now!take things step by step lor!(sigh):(

2005-11-20T18:53:00.000-08:00

hm....3 more days until i get back my psle results!so worried!my maths tuition teacher said that he predicted tat i would get 216 only!oh my!tats so much difference from the aggregate score of 241 from my school of my choice,fairfield.Feeling depressed!actually, i rather not get back my results and not know how much i have!but i really really want to go to fairfield!dont want to leave my friends especially!lets see how it goes then!i gonna fall into depression if i ever get lower than i expected!:(

2005-11-08T01:48:00.000-08:00

i just came back from the hospital for being too tall.the doctor said that it was a family history(like tall people)so there was nothing worth worrying about.then, my father asked the doctor about my hunchback and they said that i was not hunch just not sitting or standing in the right posture.my sister is having her o levels now and she keeps on talking on the phone with her friend.i'm not sure if it is because of her studies or chatting for fun.lets see when shen gets her result.now, the psle results will be coming and i'm getting scared of it.i wonder if i can get to fairfield methodist a not and of together with my adeline,winnie and xiangling.i wish we will go to a kinda good school together.

2005-10-31T02:36:00.000-08:00

hmm...my friends came back from malaysia already. Adeline bought a star earing and winnie bought nail art for me!!! which country would i be going this year?
this few days i have been feeling that there is around me,like my friends.i'm believe in horoscope and stuffs like that very much! on that particular day i read the astrology section and they said that i would be feeling there is lot of tension blah blah.........
hm....i just bought a billabong leather sling bag for next year.haha my elder sis and my father doesn't noe.i'm a little hunchback so my sistold my mum not to buy me sling instead buy me backpack.urgh!
i think i really want to go to fairfield methodist!!!i am praying million times more than i ever pray in my whole entire life!i'm just afraid i cant get in with my results!maybe i'm do not have self-confidence?i'm not sure!i'm feeling depressed for some reason i'm not very sure!

2005-10-25T04:24:00.000-07:00

oh my!i'm starting to like the aus duo:the veronicas!they are quite pretty and their songs are nice especially the song,4ever!i like them!!!!!!there is also another singer.um.....hope partlow!i like her songs also especially the song,who we are!the difference between her and the veronicas is that her song are in a way bright ones and the duo are the rebelling kind!which should i buy?the secrets of the veronicas or who i am?which is better?

2005-10-24T02:05:00.000-07:00

change my blogskin 'cause the other looks too dull though the pic was nice. Today,i had the immunization so when i was taking my second injection,they gave us this thing to drink.it was so disgusting!!!luckily,it was not that painful for ME so i didn't cry.Anyway,my friends are going to malaysia this coming wednesday!!!!not fair!!!i really wish i could go but my parents say its dangerous!!!i'm feeling very scared for my PSLE results!what if i didn't do well to get to the school of my choice?i'm so worried for my marks!

2005-10-18T22:52:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my one and a half hours of piano lessons instead of the 45 mins lesson 'cause i have to replace the previous one that i did not go!yay!yesterday, i went out with xiangling to watch skeleton key and buy some cds!the show is soooo nice but a little scary and the outcome is not as expected!catch the movie if you can but there isn't any famous celebritys acting in the movie.i bought ashlee simpson's latest album:i am me!it is terrific!especially the song L.O.V.E!i'm loving it sooo much!!!

2005-10-14T01:49:00.000-07:00

Yay!My first post!!!!!!!!!!!! Arghh!i want to die already!The maple story account could not be made!what should i do????????i waited so long for it to download completely and now everything seems to go so wrong!